Years pass and things have changed from her younger years
Her purity vanquished and curiosity proved itself to be the very evil she worked so hard to prevent
She rides the dirty subways within New York City without any sort of poise but rather heavy shoulders
New York City promised hopes and dreams and she chased them with full force
Her elders told her, back when she was free of angst, "What's stopping you?!" but she soon learned that New York lacked the fantasy land that she dreamt of
She gave the world her all and the world viciously shouted back to her-- broke her down until she felt incapable
Nothing seemed to satisfy her desires in life and she only wanted more.
Soon she developed a hard outer shell to protect her from any more harm and became an ice queen herself.
So long to that girl in the blue-- full of purity and joy. So long to that girl in the green-- full of curiosity and love.
"What had gone wrong" She thought to herself. "What have I done?"
Reality became real and she was not content.